deathdrinker

so its father's day. pretty cool. my dad isn't dying in a hospital, so i'll take it as a good sign. *win*  Had a nice quiet day today, except for the fact that laura is an idiot. god damn, stupid girl. Deal with cops later. Summer is being pretty cool. liking the whole relax/friends combo. having good times and all that. got some pretty fun stuff happening soon. really, all that settles is a feeling of being content. So i guess the only thing left is to run with it and see where everything goes. ^^ oh, upcoming events: gin night with jay, movies with monica, frisbee days with marini, more fugitive, 4th/5th of july partying with rodney, the

So its like, 11:54 monday night of my spring break. Its been ok so far, so i'm pretty happy. I kinda got bored so i decided to update my Deviant thingy because i can.  Not much to really say i guess. Same old same old.  People are full of shit, i'm drinking, world keeps turns.  Still wish there were some things i could change, but it doesn't matter now.  I guess, the only real decision is whether i should be silent and just let it go, or actually voice how i feel.

i'm going to drink. drink a lot. and keep drinking. because this is bullshit. and if people knew anything about me ever, they'd know its bad to drink in front of me (especially right now). so from now on, fuck everyone and i'm drinking as much as i can as often as i can. because doing the right thing is bullshit, especially if no one appreciates it or even tries to help you. Clearly, if you don't really give a shit about me, then i don't have to care about what you say.  Fuck being the nice and fuck doing what's right.  It just doesn't work.